elizabeth thea.

whatever

Sat, 02 Jun 2007 22:23:05 GMT

my life rocks harder than yours except when i have stomach viruses.

summer time and the livin's easy

Sat, 03 Mar 2007 05:06:47 GMT

peace boston

HELLO MIAMI!

let the madness beginnnn.

Wed, 14 Feb 2007 01:28:20 GMT

friends only from now on i guess.

where does the good go?

Thu, 07 Sep 2006 22:46:00 GMT

i need some jelly, i can't keep eating peanut butter sandwiches without the jelly.

college life is fine, my real hard classes don't start 'til tomorrow.
this is an issue because everyone here wants the weekends to start on thursday.
but i am not going to make any bad decisions just yet.

i miss my boyfriend, i don't like counting the days until i see him. 22 is a big number.
i miss the bifset too sometimes i feel annoying because i text and IM and call both of them all the time but i can't help myself i like to talk to them so i feel like they're here. i am such a gay.

but the days go by fast here, surprisingly. i'm exhausted all the time.

i signed up for soccer today i am going to try out on sunday. eep.

i am sad that my boostie leaves for the marines on monday, i won't even get to see her to say goodbye and wish her good luck. this is very upsetting right now.

i want to go into boston, the actual city, outside of campus. i want to see more of this place i love itttt. so far all i have seen of it while i've been here is the northeastern campus, bc, and a downtown chinese food place. i need to step up my game.

Wed, 06 Sep 2006 07:20:28 GMT

HAY.
OMGS.
i like eggs.
and when kenny slips his fingers up my poopchute during a hot steamy make out session.

PS. i also buy special underwear that itch for that special occasions.

Tue, 05 Sep 2006 22:31:15 GMT

disregard that last entry.

hangovers are the death of me.

i'm getting more used to this, i can do it i think.

i definitely need to start recording the ridiculous things i say when i'm drunk though.
rolling around on scummy community bathroom floors is NEVER a good idea.

i'll be home the weekend of september 29-31!
then maybe possibly columbus weekend? not sure yet though.

i want visitors!
i want you all to meet my boston friends and see my boston things.

don't get me wrong i still miss home & the loves of my life.
but i want to make the absolute best of this experience.
classes start tomorrow, at 1030. ugh.

anywayyy go read sams journal she's so gay.
hahaha i have too much time on my hands. bye!

all i feel's alone.

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 17:36:01 GMT

so college is alright
minus the fact i cried hysterically these past two nights.

there is no worse feeling than being homesick, and then knowing the people i am homesick for are mad at me.

i guess i just need to be miserable.

Sun, 03 Sep 2006 06:44:27 GMT

today is a hard day.
ughhhhhhhhhh.

oh my god, this hurts like hell.

Fri, 01 Sep 2006 07:44:04 GMT

i leave in an hour for boston.
goodnight for the last time from new jersey.

ps. i love you. i will miss you more than you know.

we all need a little bit of room to live.

Wed, 30 Aug 2006 06:47:30 GMT

2 days and counting.

last night i stayed home doing some online alcohol education course that i had to get done for school. hahahha that shit was HILARIOUS let me tell you. ryan and christian came all the way to my house to say goodbye, because ryan is working all week. i thought that was so nice and i am going to miss those boys alot.

today was good, i finally got a pretty new phone! i lovelovelove it.
also some cute shoes, which i payed for with my moms credit card. shh.

i also met karen at starbucks to talk and say goodbye :(.
we sat there for almost 2 hours just talking about everything, it's crazy how similar our situations have been recently.
it was really nice to have someone just sit and listen and for once understand. i love that girl. karen i love you. i will miss her terribly.

i miss my best friend alot. fuck you pennsylvania.

it still hasn't hit me yet that i'm leaving. the next two days are dedicated to saying goodbye to everyone i care about saying goodbye to.

i'm very scared of being homesick.

it's not your fault so please stop your crying now.

Sun, 27 Aug 2006 22:39:33 GMT

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
you can't miss the one on my ankle. i broke it and got surgery and a pin put in it and i love that scar it makes me feel tough.

2. WHAT ARE ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
my walls are light blue and i have a wall hanging from urban outfitters with dandelions

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
a silver sliding scotch-taped piece of SHIT

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
alot of kinds. depends how im feeling

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
1:20 PM

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
the cherry garcia ice cream thats in my freezer

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS?
most of all? Nonna.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION/S?
my pictures. memories.

9. WHAT IS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN?
cancer

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
nahhh

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
only if i watched a scary movie right before

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
my bifset when she left me.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
DKNY be delicious.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
eh i don't really care, as long as he's a cutie pastootie.

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF PROPOSING?
uh, i will not be the one doing the proposing. hopefully. but if i am i guess i would make it really exciting somehow.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK?
coffeeeeeeee<3

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
SUPREME. aka everything.

18. IF YOU COULD BE ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
a fish.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my dad, 24/7

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
like maybe a bib? or something?

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
i like alot of people

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
in my thumbs!

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
free people, aqua, ruehl, some a&f, ah idk.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
a white jeep grand cherokee or liberty

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW?
brookie

27. WHAT KIND IS IT?
a black lab

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS GOING TO MOVE AWAY?
ugh. don't go there.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
that's a difficult question. depends on the situation.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
14

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
sampants, kenny

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
unnecessary unhappiness. that probably doesn't make sense to anyone but me.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA?
yes

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
Andrew McMahon.

36. ?!
HEY!

37. FIRST JOB?
Celebrations party store

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
yeah man

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
probabaly fix my broken nose

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
i felt like it

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
uhh, being skinny? haha i have no idea.

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
that would never happen. they tried it once it didn't work out.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a new camera. nonna to come home and make me chicken cutlets.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
2 or 3

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
no but my middle name is named after my great aunt Thea.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
yes all the time! since i was real little

48. WHAT DID YOU DO THIS MORNING?
woke up, went shopping with my mama all day.

49. WHAT DID YOU LAST EAT?
chicken and salad and some good ass pierogis

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yeah its okay sometimes

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
turkey and ham. its a tie

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
biting my nails, random bad moodiness.

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
S Club 7 hahahha. or Edens Crush. i dont know theres some really embarassing ones. i could probably go on for hours.

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
maybe?

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yes

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
not always.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
run.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
sams

59. WHAT HAPPENED TO YOUR LAST CRUSH?
i went out with him for a week and broke up with him for my current boyfriend.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
Dolley Dooley! not kidding

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
i don't have the slightest idea

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yes often

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
yes

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
a sense of humor. never take yourself too seriously.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
there are so many variations. lizzie boo is the most popular? maybe?

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
cherry garcia followed by espresso chip

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVOURITE COLOR(S)?
green

73. WHO/WHAT DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
wasn't this already a question? Nonna.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
i think only one

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
nope

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO?
konstantine. hah.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK?
green tea<3

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
kasia.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
not one particular thing, maybe their outfit? first of all at least.

80. FAVOURITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG?
anything counting crows. maybe Recovering the Satellites.

81. FAVOURITE THING TO DO?
chilllllllll

82. FAVOURITE DRINK(S)?
iced tea. green tea. beer. the pink and yellow vitamin water

83. FAVOURITE ZODIAC SIGN:
uh mine? who cares

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
soccer babayyy

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
brown

86. EYE COLOR?
hazelish greenish brownish

87. HEIGHT?
5'6 1/2

88. SIBLINGs?
brother

89. FAVOURITE MONTH?
JUNE

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yesss

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
my mom try to work the self check-out at the supermarket. good times.

92. FAVOURITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
christmas day? aha no but i think so. maybe just summer days. oh if there was a christmas summer day that would be it.

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
nope. been there done that. :)

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
summmmer

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
both.

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR HOOK UPS?
depends.

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT?
a WHOLE LOTTA dorm room materials.

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THIS?
uh

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING?
my friend leonard.

100. ANY ONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
maybe baby. who knows.

you gotta get out, you can't stand to see me shaking.

Sat, 26 Aug 2006 21:15:52 GMT

so the past few days have been good and bad. bittersweet i guess is the word for it.
partied every night, got real stoned, got drunk, played some beer pong. good times for the most part.
last night went to chief's goodbye party, saw everybody it was fun.

i have been working nonstop all week. monday is my last day there. even though i hate it i will miss it i think.

i need sleep.

today i said goodbye to sam, everyone will see her next week but i'll be gone by the time she gets here.
i cried right in the middle of work. i'm so gay. i have never been so emotional in my life but this week has been a killer and i am a big mess.

tonight i'm going out to eat with sarah for kasia, she goes to fordham tomorrow.
hsdakghsakjghkjsdhgjkds i know i will see everybody again but things won't be the same and ugh.
i really need to pull it together.

6 days, nap time.

the end of paralysis.

Fri, 25 Aug 2006 05:47:16 GMT

I don't want to get too close
I don't want to get too close

You see this isn't where my head is
If you knew me I'm not like this
But I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

I believe you're very fine
Still I haven't got the time
Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love

I don't mean to be so strange
But my life just took a change
Cause I just found something special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you anyway

And the sky opened up
With the soil of the sun
Dreaming of my true love

So before this goes too far
Let me tell you what you are
You're amazing, I'm attracted
But I'm terribly distraced
And I'm trying to be verbal
And I'm back into this circle

Cause I just found someone special
And that's really something special
If you knew me
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway
Nice to meet you anyway

Nice to meet you anyway.

i don't know. that song explains everything.
7 days. one week left.
i hate goodbyes.

she said are you crazy?, you don't even know me.

Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:36:09 GMT

this is me being in a horrible mood for no reason.
i cried all the way home in the car.
i hate this i don't even have a reason to be in a bad mood i just am.
i don't know what's wrong with me.

i hate knowing that i'm going to lose alot of people.
i hate the fact that i've already lost alot of people.

i wish i could explain this.
i can't.

there is nothing for me to do but go to sleep i guess. goodnight.

hogan knows best

Mon, 21 Aug 2006 00:09:28 GMT

hello livejournal universe
it's me, liz. i am writing to you from sam's computer.
she is passed out. mind you it is 8 PM.
let's see what should i write about?
last night was my FIESTA.
the night before (?) was dustin's FIESTA.
i had a fiesta-full weekend. it was delicious.
last night i got a little out of hand, though. no worries advil and flea markets make everything better.
hmm oh yeah i ate a good sandwich for breakfast. and then i bought a kenny loggins record for a dollar and some asian stationary and a little turtle bobblehead who i'm going to name Tyrone. all in all, it was a great day. plus i got to see almost ALL of my friends at my house last night, for the parts that i can remember, and i just felt the love and it was a very good time. i love you all. i'm trying to let the good times roll but unfortunately there aren't that many more times left. :( but no tears yet.

this summer definitely shaped up to be my best yet. i really don't want it to end. countdown: 11 days.

time to go watch a movie and recover.

& here's a thanks for a summer i will always remember.

&she can hardly breathe without you.

Fri, 18 Aug 2006 06:10:06 GMT

okayyyy hello! its almost 2 AM and i'm very tired but i will not go to sleep until i write this because i have to write this down so i can read it later and remember this very minute that is happening right now.

why can't someone please invent a time machine? and i'm not talking about any time machine that can bring us back to the dinosaurs or whatever. i really don't care that much about dinosaurs and i wouldn't like to get eaten by one anytime soon. but i would like a time machine that could stop time or just put it on hold for a little while. i want these days to last and last and last and last. but they can't, they won't, tomorrow will come and it will be a new day and slowly the days will turn into weeks will keeping going until its 5 years from now. and that thought is making me very sad lately.

next week sam will leave for school, and i don't like to think about that but the time has come. saying goodbye is going to be really hard but i know she will like school and we will never stop talking and things will change but they will never change to the point where i will be as close with another person as i have been with her for the past few years. things will be okay.

things will also be okay with kenny, i hope. i had a cute night with him last night and it was better than nice to sit in my car and remember all the things we've ever done together and when we first started talking and how weird and crazy and great it is that we have been together, or talking, or whatever with each other for 6 months. i have never been with someone for that amount of time and it has been a bumpy 6 months but these last few have been more than i could ever ask for. i am no longer scared of letting someone get to know me, really get to know me, and letting myself care about someone so much in return. it isn't as scary as i thought it would be, it's a really good feeling having someone who can tell what you're thinking without you having to say it and just being comfortable. without him i would have never been able to experience that feeling and i know that i will miss him next year and it will be hard but i can't help thinking and hoping that no matter what we will be okay. we will be okay.

september first i will be heading off to boston and new things and my new life! wow new life that sounds so exciting. today i went dorm shopping and that got me excited again, i have been nothing but nervous and bummed about leaving but when my mom talks about how excited for me she is i can't help but get the feeling that i'm about to go on some crazy adventure. ahaha god damn. this was long. i had to say it to remember this day though. 'cause i am a happy, happy girl.

08/11/06

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 13:37:17 GMT

let me just say,
that last night,

was PHENOMENAL.

jack's mannequin = AMAZING<333333333
i screamed like a little girl and bought a shirt. i don't care.

O.A.R = also AMAZING.

you know it's a good time when girls puke on the steps right in front of the security guards.
it's also always a good time doing illegal activites with my managers from work.

the night definitely lived up to my expectations.
LOVING LIFE 2006.

<3

why do you look when you've already found me?

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 16:18:41 GMT

i don't know what to say today
it's a bored kind of day
my alarm went off at 3:45 AM
i need sleep desperately.
something corporate "walking by" is delicious
i think i'm going to lunch with my brother?
who knows.
someone bring me soup cause my gay boyfriend is at mt. creek
i want to go there it's not fair.
everyone needs to stop giving a fuck about girls from other states
comeon now they live like 1252135 hours away.
you grew up and you sparkled, but why don't you care?
i really like this song for real.
someone give me something to do today.
friday might be the best night of my entire life.
god damn it is unhealthy how much i love andrew mcmahon.
but you know what i never was oMg cRaZy about the backstreet boys or wahtever when it was cool to be obsessed.
so give me a break thank you very much.

time is passing by too fast i feel like days like this are wasting it. :( ugh.
i want to have a going away party with every single person who i ever partied/talked to/became friends with.

ok. i am done. lunchtime.<3

i can feel the storm inside you;

Mon, 07 Aug 2006 16:01:23 GMT

so, things are looking up!

yesterday i went to the beach with sampants and stevepants and kenpants.
we saw some people, and theo came! and tom too. i haven't seen that boy since the beginning of summer so that was a good time. i heard some gossip OF THE CENTURY that i will not get over for a very, very long time.

after the beach, i came home and showered and went to schteve's fiesta. i thoroughly enjoyed myself, got a little silly and then had a very comfortable bed all to myself. all in all, yesterday was very good.

today i have work from 2-6 :(
then i will see where the rest of the night takes me.

countdown to the end of life as i know it: 24 days.

P.S. how could i forget, THREE DAYS 'TIL ANDREW MCMAHON<3333333

don't read this,

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 23:28:35 GMT

it's so reassuring to know that no one gives a shit about anyone but themselves.

i'm done
i'm done being sad
i'm done being miserable
i'm done listening to all of it
& most of all, i am done feeling sorry for myself.

there is nothing i can do.
i can't make him happy
no one can make him happy but himself.

he came in here, crying, saying my dad is abusive saying he hates his life saying he will never forgive them for putting him in a psychiatric ward. my parents come home, decide the best place to do this is in my room so i get to sit here and listen to all of it. and the best part is this time its at 7:20, not 3, so that means i probably will have to go buy myself some dinner cause i'm sure as hell not staying here. i'm absolutely dried out. i don't think my eyes have any more tears left to cry about this shit. so that leaves me here, angry and miserable, completely shut down and feeling like there is not one single person who cares about any of this except myself. which is the truth. even my best friends in the world will never understand and i am incredibly, wholly, completely alone. this is a terrible feeling and my heart goes out to people who feel like this all the time and i know there are alot of people in the world who go through alot more fucked up shit then this and i guess in a way i'm lucky. haha.

i have the TV on full blast so i can't hear them talking.
i dont know what i'm gonna do if i have to pee.

thank you and goodnight.

slant face.

Thu, 03 Aug 2006 05:54:40 GMT

FUCK.

this sucks.

god damnit.

ps. this laptop is going to be the death of me. or i'm most definitely going to get a lot less sleep.

fuck yeah.

Tue, 01 Aug 2006 23:39:22 GMT

Life is funny.

the past 24 hours have been very interesting.
this is what i have gathered from everything:

1. i care an immense amount about someone, more than i ever thought was possible.
2. this may be a problem in the future, but it's nice to be sure about something for now.
3. i adore my best friend and i don't know what i'm going to do without her.
4. i can count on both hands how many people give meaning to my life.
5. realizing this has made me the happiest i have ever been and this summer could not have been/get better.
6. i got the one phone call that every girl has wanted at some point, even though it was completely out of the blue and means nothing to me now. but it was nice to hear that you realize you were a complete idiot.
7. the beach is the best place in the whole world, i don't care what beach it is. i could live there in a heartbeat.

theres more but i have to go eat dinner now.

"Some things tie your life together,
in slender threads and things to treasure.
Days like that should last and last and last."

i'll look after you.

Mon, 31 Jul 2006 20:03:48 GMT

hello world!

today is monday.
yesterday, i went to the beach. it was a FANTASTIC time because the weather was beautiful and i got tan. i thoroughly enjoyed myself except for the fact that i 5th wheeled it like no other. but hey, i am a good time. hahaha.

i am also now in a relationship.
hahaha its about god damn time.

its hard thinking about what the fall is going to bring, and all the changes. so i have chosen not to think about it until i absolutely have to.

well, life is good. let the good times roll.

ps. im going back to the beach tomorrow, then again on sunday.
fuck yeah we can live like this.

opposite day

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 17:43:34 GMT

hey hi
today i feel worse then i have this whole time i've been sick
what gives?!
honestly, who gets colds in july? god damn.
everything is boring when i'm sick.
let's see, yesterday i woke up too early, went to work, came home, tried to sleep, ate a sandwich. then showered and went to kenny's. almost fell asleep there too, then came home at 1ish. that was my wednesday. OH yeah and on tuesday i went to the beach. i got a little sunburned, but it was an overall good time.
today i woke up feeling pretty gross. who knows what the rest of the day will bring.

i want ihop
i want to go swimming
i want ice pops
i want to go rent love&sex
i waaaaaaaaaaaaaant idk.

i don't even have anything to write in here. that is how boring my life is today.
goodbye.

uh

Mon, 24 Jul 2006 18:59:04 GMT

i'm home from boston.
it was a very nice weekend.
i desperately needed it.
sore throats could suck it.
i'm sick.
life is good for the most part.
minus a few sticky situations.
situations that make me want to stay as far away from home as possible.
which is difficult to do because i feel like shit.
other than that, i'm doing okay.
i love my bestfriend.
i love kasia & sarah.
i love my other boosties.
i love? him. oy.

life goes on.